On The Journey So Far

Finally starting to feel a lot less psychotic. Something I've been dealing with since 2016.

it's 82 days and counting for me. it's the most time i've ever spent sober since using. i'm reclaiming my life. it's been painful. so very painful. i've been fundamentally changed, and I won't ever be the same again, but i'm still growing. there's so much in life to be happy for, and I want to be a part of it.

there are certain things unexplainable and even more things that can be learned only by feeling. you can have every material thing in the world but still be unhappy. because things aren't a source of happiness, but people are. and i want those around me to be happy too, but not at the expense of my own. anyway love y'all i'll keep in contact